I am very sad right now.
I just got home from the memorial service my school had for my history teacher, Dr. Bennett.
He was a really great teacher. I may not have enjoyed the homework he gave out, but I respected him.
He was sarcastic, witty and he cared a great deal for his students. He taught in a way that made the students really think and learn for themselves. I am upset that I only got to have him as a teacher for 2 months, but I'm glad I had him for at least that long. He was so invested in his teaching. I hope someday i can have something that I am dedicated to as much as he was to teaching, his students and his friends. He always said "I'm just happy to be here" and I truly believe it.

We will miss you Dr. B. <3

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UGH TODAY WAS TERRIBLE.
BAD.

The Puget Sound Blood Center came to my school today, like they do every year before thanksgiving break. Last year i donated and it was really shitty, but i decided to try again.
i ate SO MUCH FOOD this morning, and drank until i was gonna explode. I wasnt very nervous or anything, so i thought that this time would be just fine. and it was...for about 10 minutes.
towards the very end of the donation, i started feeling really sick and i was about to rip the needle out myself, but i didnt, because i probably would have passed out, haha.
so, i finished the donation, and i was feeling better. 20 minutes later, i start feeling really crappy again, AND I THROW UP. SERIOUSLY?! WHAT THE FUCK. it was terrible, but after that i felt better. My grandma and grandpa came and picked me up, but then i realized that I LEFT MY STUPID BACKPACK IN THE GYM. fml.
so then i got it and went to sleep at home.
i feel a bit better now, but still not great.
SUCKS TO BE ME. SERIOUSLY.
My friend Savannah fainted though. im glad i didnt. EMBARRASSING MUCH?
then again, i think vomiting is more embarrassing...
oh well.

anyhoo. Lesson #1: DONT GIVE BLOOD ANYMORE, APRIL. YOU ARE NO GOOD AT IT.

Tomorrow is thanksgiving. i hope i feel better.
PICTURES (MAYBE!) OF THE DELIGHTFUL DINNER AFTER IT HAS HAPPENED. :):)

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i feel super sick, so i will update later. I LOVE YOU GUYSSS <3<3

basically, it was amazing.
maybe im just still riding on the high of seeing it, but i thought it was better than twilight.
the acting was super good, it was the right amounts of funny and sad, and i enjoyed it thoroughly.

favorite part?
the movies. FACE PUNCH! omg, i was loling soooo much at that part.
poor mike, haha.
OH and i really really loved the October-December part. that scene could have gone so many different ways, most of them terrible, but i love how it turned out.

so, TWO THUMBS UP, YO! :)

NEW MOON TONIGHT.


NEW MOON!

i will make a post when i get back.
EPIC! :)

So, ive been watching The Vampire Diaries. its pretty good, but i dont like Elena or Stefan. idk, they just annoy me. Stefan isnt so bad but UGH ELENA GTFO. i mostly watch for Damon anyway. Ian Somerhalder is UNF. i just finished the 3rd episode and it was pretty good. :)

if other newsss.
school is ok. stressful as crap, but ok. if my history class was a person it would be ripping my brain out and stomping on it repeatedly. actually, it does that anyways. quite unfortunate. im kinda sorta up to date on senior project. as soon as i get it officially approved im gonna to go Lumina (the photography studio where i will, hopefully, be conducting my project) and see if Wayne will be my mentor. I think it would be super awesome if he does it. other than that, my classes are good. im getting all aA's and B's, so yay me!
tonight i have to finish my history binder. well, i could do it tomorrow, but i sort of just want to get it over with. it would have been done by now, but for some reason i started looking online at colleges and i started having a panic attack, which usually happens if i start to think about the future too deeply. this is also quite unfortunate, because im gonna have to suck it up eventually, otherwise i will end up sitting in my chair all day like a log. I DONT WANNA BE A LOG. :(

ok, well, im going to sleep now. or something. idk. im tired. dont listen to me.

xoxo
Apes

P.S. the new moon soundtrack is really good. GO LISTEN TO IT. (dont laugh at me Ellie. I LIKE TWILIGHT, KAY? GET AWAY FROM MY LIFE!)

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well hello friends.

im feeling kind of crazy right now. bipolar, if you will.
good things have been happening, but a bad feeling has been overtaking them all.

GOOD THINGS

• i got a new phone, so i dont have to deal with my crappy not-working one anymore.
• (thats what it looks like)
• last night, i saw The Men Who Stare At Goats. it was good times! Ewan McGregor (i feel like i spelled that wrong) is super hot and so is George Clooney
• My moms birthday was a success. her gifts came in the mail on time, and i was happy.
• i think i know what i want my tattoo to look like. i want it to be an apple/branch and i sort of want it to be on my foot. so, i shall be researching that. :)

BAD THINGS

• im so confused about my senior project. im having second thoughts about what i want to do, and its a really bad time because i should have already gotten the approval form in by now. its all so terribly frusterating, because all this stuff is due, and if i change my idea im going to have a shitload of work to redo and I DONT WANT THAT. at the moment i really dont know what else i can do. im so stressed. i just want to explode.
• me and my bff. well. i dont know. we havent talked in ages, and so i texted her and told her that and i said that when she got off work she should call me. she didnt, and so i dont know what to think. im not really that worried, because i dont think that she hates me or anything. i just wish we could talk more and hang out more.like, if she can make time for her boyfriend, maybe she can make time for me? but then i feel mean saying that, so idk. im just very confused.

anyhoo,  thats pretty much my life right now. i still suck at punctuation so sorry if this is a pain to read.

I HATE MY COMPUTER SO MUCH RIGHT NOW.
Everything is all slow and freezey and i hate itttt.

anyways. tomorrow is mums birthday, and its sort of exciting.
i bought her the Ace of Cakes book and the New Moon Soundtrack
(i am excited for these as well, because we share stuff. teehee)
and thennnn, i dont have to go to school on friday, so that should be good.
i will probably use that day to either do homework or go visit some colleges. I NEED A FUTURE PLANNNN.
or maybe i wont do any of those things and just chill at home.
IDK THOUGH.

new photos will be on my flickr sooooon.
(im terrible at updating when i say i will update. sorry guiseee.)

ok, well thats all for now.
:)